28 7 / 2013
Sorry I haven’t done many personal posts. I’m constantly battling myself over whether I want to get fit and be thinner or liking myself the way I am. Because I do like myself, my size is just fine. But I could be healthier so lately I have mostly just been eating things in moderation. And only when I’m hungry. I am the worst for eating when I’m bored. Also binge eating. It was a serious issue of mine for a lot of high school. But I’m doing better. I even lost 5 pounds in the past little while. Baby steps, right? As much as I love myself I would like to loose another 15-20 pounds. I want to always be plus size because I take pride in that. But I also want to look really hot for my friends wedding coming up.
This was a bit of a ramble but the main points are: I like myself no matter what and I lost 5 pounds.